Big Think Interview #2

So it turns out the O'Brien can not remember 99% of life, day to day events that happen to him. Only the important stuff stands out. O'Brien calls them snapshots. Out of these snapshots come a lot of stories and imagination. So most of his war stories are made up of stuff that mimic combat memories. A few of them he actually experienced. He also writes stories that help him vent and express feelings. He also tries to reinvent a person and their last thoughts. Making up parts of stories helps shed some light on the past. Can also help O'Brien and others move on when they shed light on things.

O'Brien likes to think he save hope for the people in his stories. And I would agree, he is giving them hope and a story that will last for generations.

Psychology

"Psychology-that was one thing I knew. You don't try to scare people in broad daylight. You wait. Because the darkness squeezes you inside yourself, you get cut off from the outside world, the imagination take over. That's basic psychology." pg. 195

That's horrible. I would hate to be cut from the world and then be left up to my imagination. Imagination is a scary thing. Sometimes you start to think your imagination is reality. Thats when things can go really wrong. The soldiers must have had a lot of strength and will power. Some did give into their imagination like Rat.

Above it

"The draft notice arrived on June 17,1968....My mother and father were having lunch out in the kitchen. I remember opening up the letter, scanning the first few lines, feeling blood go thick behind my eyes...      I was too good for this war. Too smart, too compassionate, too everything. It couldn't happen. I was above it." pg. 39

O'Brien is a little selfish. He puts himself above all the others who are in war and going to war. Sure he was smart, but someone had to go. The last line "I was above it," is terrible. I know O'Brien ended up going to war, but no one should think they are above anyone else.

Dreams

"But this is true: stories can save us. I'm forty-three years old, and even still, right here, I keep dreaming Linda alive. And Ted Lavender, too, and Kiowa, and Curt Lemon, and a slim young man I killed, and an old man sprawled beside a pigpen, and several other whose bodies I once lifted and dumped into a truck. They're all dead. But in a story, which is a kind of dreaming, the dead sometimes smile and sit up and return to the world." pg. 213

I loved this paragraph (I know it's a lot). Dreaming back the dead sounds kind of silly, but really its a remembrance thing. If you did not care about the person sure you would be sad when they died but you would not dream about them. O'Brien misses the past. He misses the experiences he had with his friends that died. He probably even misses all the little things that made each person special. Being in a war I bet O'Brien got used to losing people. I mean it happen almost everyday. But with each death you try to ease the pain. Some made jokes others toasted. O'Brien just respected their bodies and dreamed.

Linda

"She's dead," he said. "My mom told me at lunch-time. No lie, she actually kicked the goading bucket." pg. 224

A nine year-old girl, Linda died from a brain tumor. She was a sweet girl. As I read, I inferred her death, but I denied it. Hoping for a chance for her to live. I guess we all want people to live. Death sucks. I remember when my great grandma died I was young, but I still remember.

Rat

"The next morning he shot himself." pg. 212

When I read this I totally thought Rat had just killed himself. I almost put down the book and walked away. How could a funny story telling guy go crazy and end up committing suicide? Well I kept reading and realized he did not kill himself, thank god. Rat had shot himself in the foot. This was a thing scared soldiers did so they could get out of war with an injury. It made me sad the Rat had lost himself so much that he would succumb to shooting his foot.

Revenge

"There," I whispered. "Now you know."

I could read his mind. I was there with him. Together we understood what terror was: you're not human anymore....

"Enough," I said.

"Oh, sure."

"Seriously." pg.201

O'Brien got his comeback. He made Jorgenson feel what he felt. Azar wanted to keep the trick going but O'Brien was done. He never did get Azar to end it sooner. By the end he felt a lot of guilt and said he was sorry. Him and Jorgenson made up and even joked about the whole scare.

I thought this was interesting even though I am not a person who goes out and gets revenge. I like how they were friends in the end.